I never would of thought when i was a little girl that at the age of 19 i would have accomplished so much after being out of high school for a year. But hey you can do anything you set your mind too. Ive out grown the little kid crap which i hope that by now most people my age should have already done. Ive lost and gained friends which doesnt bother me because i have learned who my true friends are and who i love with everything i have. Ive learned that growing up is a good and a bad thing, the good thing is you can achieve so much and not wait because people in society take you a lot more serious, but the bad thing is you miss out on years of having fun. But you will always have time for fun starting your life and your future starts now, right here right now. Theres no undo button, you have to roll with the punches, whether its heart break, fights, no job, or drama. Your as strong as your weakest link and the only person that can bring you down is yourself. Negative jealous people are the kind of people a person needs in your life. Surround yourself by the people you love and make you happy, the ones that have and always will be there for you. Growing up may suck but its a part of life and the life you live will show you the type of person you can be. It will give you the strength to be someone a person will remember and to keep your family name alive, whether its in history or by a child. Your the one whose in control of your life. So lets keep on living :)

Lately ive resorted back to some old ways of mine and saw sides of myself i swore id never see again. You do crazy things in the name of love. But also having pride in yourself also shows how strong you really are, stronger then what love makes you. Ive learned that only you know when it’s time to grow up and hopefully it makes you a wiser and smarter individual. Ive kicked the ones in my life out who have brought me down and kept the ones who have always been by my side. I love the life i live and i plan to keep living it this way, no matter what anyone has to say. I love myself for who i am not someone somebody else wants me to be.

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New and improved me :)

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